I stopped reaching out a few months ago.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Eighteen years of brightening up when im worth talking to again, and withering up and dying again when im not .. just a platonic non-thing going nowhere fast.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
… ignoring messages for days or longer…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
… I think what finally did me in was when he mentioned that Jorge Lopez called him about some stupid fucking shit and I went “you’d rather take Jorge’s call?”<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Jorge Lopez is a disgusting fucking animal who has publicly defamed both of us and spread numerous rumors about “us.” I hope that’s not what you told him happened. I’d be right to ask, after Daniel. <\/em>If you will take that man’s call and send mine to voice mail then that is all I need to know about our “friendship.” <\/p>\n\n\n\n I went well I forgive him, for what , really.<\/em> <\/p>\n\n\n\n I’m not trying to get a reaction out of him or manipulate him into anything.<\/p>\n\n\n\n I’m just done. I ‘got over it’ like you told me to.<\/p>\n\n\n\n So I get a text message after a number of months go by and its something about how he saw my “doppelg\u00e4nger” and wanted to know where I was.<\/p>\n\n\n\n I replied that I wouldn’t be too concerned about it unless he recognizes you too.<\/p>\n\n\n\n I said I hope you didn’t think I was just going to hang out in your cold forever<\/strong>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n One thing I’ve “noticed” in others over the years, is whether someone immediately goes running to an app, taking all sorts of selfies and looking for their next thing whenever they decide they’re done with someone. So, okay, if that turns me off, and you’re bugging over the fact I never got over this dude, aiight. I just know I don’t even want a mf’er to look at me let alone touch me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n