{"id":15326,"date":"2019-11-18T03:00:00","date_gmt":"2019-11-18T03:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/v4.fadingstar.mx\/?p=15326"},"modified":"2024-01-23T03:04:20","modified_gmt":"2024-01-23T03:04:20","slug":"dont-judge-me-or-think-im-bitter-for-the-evil-god-allows-me-to-see","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/v4.fadingstar.mx\/2019\/11\/18\/dont-judge-me-or-think-im-bitter-for-the-evil-god-allows-me-to-see\/","title":{"rendered":"&#8220;don&#8217;t judge me or think I&#8217;m bitter for the evil god allows me to see&#8221;"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>I didn\u2019t say anything when he handed me a slip of paper and said it was a repair estimate from the dealer.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>It wasn\u2019t.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>It was his HIV labs, and he had been laying all this guilt and baggage on me for being poz while he was &#8220;neg.&#8221; <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>We&#8217;d been friends for like a decade , what a fucked up thing to lie about.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I&#8217;d just offered to fix his cracked intake manifold.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I was flustered and kicking rocks again cause I&#8217;d always had a thing for him.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I set it down and I didn\u2019t say a word about what I\u2019d just read.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I guess I appreciate being slapped in the face with the fact that he\u2019s a liar right here and right now before I get too invested in that and get my heart busted again.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em>\u201cEh bien, continuons\u2026\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I didn\u2019t say anything when he handed me a slip of paper and said it was a repair estimate from the dealer. It wasn\u2019t. It was his HIV labs, and he had been laying all this guilt and baggage on me for being poz while he was &#8220;neg.&#8221; We&#8217;d been friends for like a decade [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/v4.fadingstar.mx\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15326"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/v4.fadingstar.mx\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/v4.fadingstar.mx\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/v4.fadingstar.mx\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/v4.fadingstar.mx\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=15326"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/v4.fadingstar.mx\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15326\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":15329,"href":"https:\/\/v4.fadingstar.mx\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15326\/revisions\/15329"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/v4.fadingstar.mx\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=15326"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/v4.fadingstar.mx\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=15326"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/v4.fadingstar.mx\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=15326"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}