Category: post-migration (Page 2 of 10)

God forbid the public be allowed to discuss issues related to public health and/or safety. The unwashed ignorant masses must turn on CNN and stare at their TV in glassy eyed fear and trust the experts. Amirite, Jack ?

“Studies show that most restaurants fail within a year of it being made illegal to eat there…”

It was as if the whole world had come to a standstill

Everyone was in the courtyard, frozen in place and waiting for a command.

I was sneaking around in the building, casing the place and watching.

What are they doing?

I began to call out the windows and ask “what is juneteenth?”

I yelled “remember juneteenth?”

I heard someone say “wait a minute, we are free.”

And they all started walking away and going on with their business. 

Eggs were always bad for you.

Eggs were always good for you.

What are you talking about, science says eggs are-

I will save you some time, theyre good for you, unless they’re not.

AL 721 was something Larry Kramer, Nathan Kolodner, and Dr Barry Gingell triied to persuade Fauci to look into for AIDS/HIV.

It is made from nothing more than egg protiens.

Are “eggs bad for you,” or are “eggs cooked on scratched or leaky teflon” bad for you – or are the fumes from PTFE pyrolysis bad for you?

That stuff sure seems to kill birds and pets within four hours.

Throw that supermarket tabloid rag in the trash.

Look at what your telomeres are trying to assemble, vs what is in your assembled cells.

Build a nutrition, supplementation, and/or electron analogue dietary plan off of what YOUR body actually needs to create its cells.

You need a balanced diet because you have to create .. well, every type of cell in your body, and every cell needs a copy of your chromosomes. So “eggs are bad! ” and I am missing a protien. Or “I’m going to only eat protien! protien good!” “Salon said grapes are good, so all I eat are grapes!” well no, telomeres are building blocks, and they’re waiting for a letter they need to assemble your cells. They need a variety of things in order to do their job.

Hint: They are not a diet consisting of HCFS, fructose, white flour and sugar.

Alright, so people say fasting has benefits. Or to fast for labs.

If you are fasting, or not eating because you are gravely ill, or are otherwise nutrient deprived or dehydrated ; telomeres do not have what they need to assemble cells. So you will have unassembled telomerase aka viral load. This may, result in a temporary halt in cell division and therefore low cd4 or other types of cell counts.

People make claims that fasting has benefits and if its true that it causes a halt/checkpoint in the cell cycle stage then I do not see why it is any different for someone to claim that this has benefits any more than to say the same for chemotherapy or an N1 nuclear import inhibitor like ivermectin.

They’re magnetic. Look it up. “magnetic immuno polymerase chain” hello, fucking magnets how do they work.

Anecdotally… take this as you will from someone who didn’t have a lot of use for eating or sleeping in my youth … it seems as if urine that is too dark or too pale and lifeless signifies different things, and when it is bubbly (not like a whipping cream that doesn’t flush, I read that this is a ‘go see your doctor right now’ sign) that is when my metabolism is in gear ; antioxidants are doing their deal and I burn visceral fat.

The planet , and everyone and everything that inhabits it is in great danger. If you have even the faintest idea what the hell I just said, please continue reading.

If you don’t – I tried my best to provide my homework.

I don’t know what this thing is that we could be “missing.”

Suppose something like “HIV” is written to your DNA and it (maybe) isn’t really natural.

That does not account for why “hiv negative” people test positive on a PCR.

But for the sake of discussion, now your telomeres want to find its components in order to assemble new cells.

Alternate telomere lenghthening might work both ways:

“I will extend them for something new”

And “Ah well, can’t find that. I will have to shorten them. Fuck it, SHIP IT!!!!!!”

As software managers like to say.

This almost HAS TO BE TRUE because we know that telomeres shorten with age.

And the people interested in that, are why I am even saying any of this.

Is it possible that some people are more silica based than carbon based?

There has to be an explanation for what I described a few months ago as unpleasant headaches and “feeling like my HIV viral load was spiking” when I am around vaxxies. I get sick every time I leave the Goodwill or UPS Store in the town where I just sold my house with similar stuff.

Look, I can hear 8-9khz and 18-19khz tones that you can’t. I can hear the high voltage flyback on an old style glass CRT. They drive me fucking crazy.

I can “hear” all sorts of shit that I hope to god you don’t have to live with and yes I am a bit touched but the fact that sometimes other people hear it too, leaves me thinking current explanations are somewhat lacking.

This might be explained by paramagnetism , electrons, and toroidal fields in some sense. But if we have (at least) two different sets of slightly different biology then it is a mistake to force a one size fits all approach on the entire planet; hence the suggestion of investigating what is deficient from an individual’s OWN cells or using their own cells as a supplement for as outrageous as that might sound.

And maybe the rest of this superstitious nonsense about “natural born witches” and all the other spooky shit needs to go the way of transferring your sins to a chicken.

So, you ever notice how you hear “X is good for you” , “no, X is BAD for you now.”

“Vitamin ZZZ helps with condition Y”

“No! Vitamin ZZZ doesn’t do anything at all!”

I already mentioned that humans survive “plagues” because of genetic biodiversity. And that is one reason why I believe it is bad to make them universally resistant to, or RECEPTIVE TO, anything.

But there are other factors: Maybe your study is conducted in an area thats 90% caucasian or 70% black, or 100% people who drink the same water or are exposed to the same pollutants .. or are maybe even literally distantly related to each other

And so maybe in one sample population, one of these revelations appeared to be true

But then could not be reproduced by another group in other volunteers.

It’s enough to make you go craz(ier).

Consider things they do to children: “Johnny won’t sit still in class, he doesn’t care about this stupid fucking rote information I won’t stop droning on and on about and all he wants to do is ride his bike! We need a court order to give his developing mind lithium salts and amphetamines!!”

Please draw and quarter those fucking hacks for me they had me on 20+ meds over the course of a year or two under a court order when I was 8-9.

• Pardon me, I am desperate to not make this “political” or get sucked into that, let’s not politicize stupidity, ignorance, medical malpractice, child harm/neglect etc.

Okay so I brought up sudafed and meth and analogs for a reason. Lets say they form some kind of preferential chemical bond that we are not currently aware of, and you end up writing something altered into your chromosomes.

And now, telomerase activity , is a process of telomerase looking for that thing to assemble the new structure in your chromosomes.

But you don’t find it.

So now you have “sniffles” and “cold symptoms” as you do with telomerase regardless of what its cause is.

So, ah ha! You take more sudafed and it “relieves your cold symptoms!”

Because these stray telomeres found what they wanted to bond with.

Ever get sober and feel “sick” for a long time?

I have seen tens, hundreds of thousands of people come and go from chat, and its always “I feel terrible, I can’t take it anymore, I need to get high again”

So its the never ending roller coaster relapse cycle of, “I cant even function, I have the chills, I’m sick, I just want to feel better.”

Well……… no moral bullshit here okay, just know that there is a point where .. if you are lucky enough to be alive right now .. drugs will not give you comfort or relief, they will give you more pain than ever.

If you’re here, you got a second or third or twentieth chance your friends didn’t.

“AIDS is from drugs!”

Well possibly , but define “drugs” because we are pumped full of all sorts of over the counter shit that is literally ONE MOLECULE AWAY from a DEA Schedule 1 controlled substance. And when we stop taking it we have “cold symptoms” again, so we chug another bottle of WalgreensFluCrap XDM.

And then remember that, as I said, lots of people are “reactive” to PCR for HIV who are otherwise “HIV antibody” negative.

That is why Kary Mullis screamed that you cannot use his PCR test to diagnose HIV.

And now these drug companies have proposals and the money and nearly unlimited power to quarantine or exclude from society.. or possibly shoah … their sundry and various victims. As well as the people who do not WANT to be their victims or unwilling “customers.”

Who was it that said “in order to find out who rules over you, figure out who you cannot criticize” ?

Let’s say these drugs we’re taking, whether our dealer is named Walgreens or Pookie, actually do perform preferential bonds that make the job of telomerase 100 times easier. It can find and assemble things it needs or is looking for, even faster or with fewer molecules.

Perhaps this is adaptive, in response to things you have been “inoculated” against, or are no longer available in the poisoned, nutrient deprived garbage we call food.

Your body goes, whee, this is easy! Now I can burn/metabolize all this fat!

“I have so much energy!”

“I feel good!”

And then you withdraw that substance — legal, illegal, or an over the counter cold remedy — and your telomerase is searching endlessly for that substance it has been trained , to use as a shortcut, to create copies of chromosomes to insert into your cells.

And what are the symptoms of telomerase activity?

That’s right, “cold” and “flu” and “aids” and “covid” and “polymere fume fever” aka PTFE pyrolisis poisoning.

And you know, the people responsible for contaminating our planet are desperate for justifications for why the byproducts of their industry are actually beneficial.

Get this.

Maybe some of these chemicals actually ARE creating shortcuts for telomerase with unexpected results that I decline to speculate are harmful or beneficial.

“What is the difference between a bumper car and a bumper sticker?”

It took me 13 years to answer this: A “bumper car” is a genetic sequence, and they can appear anywhere, as if parallel parked, in a line of cars. A Telomere end cap is the “bumper sticker” , it is like the sealed part on the end of a shoelace. “HIV” and cancer and a number of other aberations, if you are lucky, are essentially harmless, and non infectious when it is a “bumper car,” but due to timing/folding errors, if it ends up in the bumper sticker, it is a problem.

You do not want those “sealed” into the bumper sticker.

But they can break free of that under weird circumstances due to scavenging, substitution, or timing errors.

Or , notably, “inducing your g2 cell cycle to restart” which they currently do by absolutely destroying your immune system with chemotherapy; and you may also be able to apparently do with ivermectin. I warn you that I am not persuaded that daily ivermectin, for a long period of time, which effectively pauses the cell cycle , is a good thing any more than taking chemo every day for the rest of your life is. Whether that means two days a week, I am not qualified to give dosing advice.

The problem with geneticists playing god, is that they cry “EUREKA! This sequence MUST spell ABC12344” in the same location on the BUMPER STICKER.

They don’t know, from their “pcr test” whether they are looking at the bumper car or the bumper sticker.

Something harmless in the bumper car, may be malignant or fatal or cancerous in the bumper sticker. And the system god already gave you for this, is smart enough to say “well I cant make ABC, but AAA is compatible, so AAA it is.” And these black and white all or nothing thinkers try to short circuit the adaptive systems god gave you, to insist that it is ABC or nothing.

In the real world, if you want a real example: “GAG” is a marker for a DNA repair checkpoint observed as one of the main mRNA codons in “HIV.”

“GAA” is one of the main 24 codons seen in “covid.”

Yet, GAA and GAG are the same thing – glutamatic acid – witnessed in the same type of DNA repair checkpoint, in both “hiv” and in “covid.” Even though GAA and GAG are the same thing (analogs: dinucleotide substitution) they claim that they are indicators for totally “different” illnesses or conditions.

And when they say “these patients all have the same 9 genes” or “they all have a sequence of exactly 27” (*) is that true, or is it three groups of three or 9 groups of 3? Are there immunodeficient patients who otherwise meet the criteria of being “aidsy” where somewhere in this pattern of 999 AAA is ACA , or they only pattern match 18 of the aforementioned 27 (*) – but the sequence is otherwise identical, and what does that mean?

(*) 27 is arbitrary for the sake of discussion, no other reason than divisible by 3.

There is no explanation under the hiv/aids hypothesis for why “hiv negative” people have the same genetic sequences attributable to hiv/aids, on a PCR test.

Maybe about two years ago I was stuck on ¨building blocks have ABCs, just like in the nurseries” and hilarity ensued.

Telomeres are magnetic building blocks.

They know the way to go because they’re magnetic and they’re attracted to each other in magnetic order. You cannot “edit someones genes” and make those telomeres appear , attract, or repel one another in a different order.

Your liver dictates what that order is through nucleotide/dinculeotide substitution, for example, if you express G6PD, you will make a substitution that someone who is G6PD- does not. Therefore it is reckless to roll out a “one size fits all” genetic therapy because one size does not fit all, you’re not even testing for it.

And that’s just … negligent and irresponsible …

Immunodeficiency is like when I go to Target and want to rearrange the Christmas stockings to spell ” F J B ” for the thirtieth time this week, but the staff are pissed off and put all the letter “F ” ‘s back in the stock room!!!!

And alternate telomere lengthening is when I pout and spell out “L G B ” instead and sulk away.

Here’s how scotchguard and teflon (and other similar substances, there are apparently at least 7 different manufacturers) work.

C8, aka Perfluorooctanoic acid (PFOA):

As a chain of 8 carbon atoms, under most circumstances this is the maximum number of atoms that can bind to it. That is why it repelled literally almost everything. Nothing else can bind to the chain of atoms for the most part.

Do you know what a ritter reduction does?

You break one molecule off of pseudoephedrine it’s a Tina Turner concert.

So let’s say you have some chain of atoms in your body and something induces one or more of its carbon atoms to break off, it’s no longer a stable chain of atoms anymore. You now have one or more carbon atoms that have broken free and are possibly roaming around in your body as what we call a “free radical” looking for something else to bind to.

Let’s say you take a tablet of sudafed. It works as expected, just a decongestant with no psychoactive effects right?

I have no reason to believe that this a thing, but pretend for the sake of a discussion that for some reason, another chemical in your body, whatever the case your body successfully broke that molecule off all on its own. You would then be metabolizing it as methamphetamine.

Why would I say that?

I will continue: This is exactly what happens with “drug analogs” for example GBL and 1,4,butenediol , which are not inherently GHB, but become GHB and have the same effects of GHB when they are metabolized by your body.

Moving along: I think this one possible explanation for why you may be exposed to a toxic chemical , and be totally fine.

Or maybe under less favorable circumstances to that chemical’s electron bond, you break off an atom or metabolize it just so and that stray atom / electron now becomes a free radical roaming around your body looking for something else to attach to.

update 14-nov-2023: this substitution is done by the liver, as is the case with g6pd “nucleotide substitutions” where one group with one set of genetics makes a specific nucleotide substitution that another one doesnt, and that means that a one size fits all genetic therapy is not appropriate or useful.

You can take something like NAC or zantac, which circulates and tells free radicals like that “hey! attach to me!” and that is one way to eliminate them.

I believe zantac, as commonly prescribed, is too large of a dose and proliferates free radicals rather than necessarily eliminating them.

So they say it “causes cancer.”

Option two is to figure out a way to break it into smaller chains of atoms by means of chemistry, and then a way to eliminate those.

What is a virus?

Viruses were first identifiable with a microscope in 1901, as mystery particles or “organisms” that failed to be filtered out by Pasteur’s porcelain filter.

What if there was no such thing as a “virus, ” and Pasteur’s porcelain filter caused an electron from some other bonded group, to be broken off from its parent. Maybe it just ever so slightly preferred porcelain over whatever it was previously bonded to. Perhaps the resulting filtered substance , lost its integrity or became something slightly different without this missing piece.

“Viruses” are electrons that are not part of a stable bond or atomic group, that are looking for something to bind to.

You need to know this: You do NOT need to induce your body to have an immune response to telomerase. IT ALREADY DOES.

We know that when you consume these electrons, your body develops an immune response to telomerase within 4-6 hours. We call it a virus, we call it a cold, we call it a syndrome. We call it “polymere fume fever” instead of oh i dont know, ¨PTFE pyrolisis poisoning.¨

“Scientists say” eggs are bad … red meat is bad .. food item X is bad this time.

Mind you red meat is disgusting but these scientists rarely openly speculate that maybe, it’s not the food, it’s the surfaces you’re cooking your food on.

Telomerase is in fact a critical thing you need to survive. Telomeres, as in “telometry” are how you monitor cell reproduction and make sure your chromosomes are written to every cell. Without it, copied cells are incomplete.

Unstable groups of free electrons dont have anything to bond to unless you ingest some drug or chemical that they like, and either one or two pieces of that group then decide to either break off and bond to it instead –or , they all bind together and make one huge chain of carbon atoms.

For example, in the case of antioxidants like NAC or superfoods, they bind to that and are excreted. You know how you are always told to “take lots of vitamin C when you are sick” ?

Let’s say you’ve ingested some kind of “forever chemical” that your body cannot excrete though. And one of these free radicals decides it wants to attach to that.

Well, you cannot metabolize or excrete it so –

You will have to figure out how to break that bond or reduce it into something you can eliminate.

Enter graphine oxide.

I am examining a proposal from China, that suggests using graphine oxide to bind to telomerase and develop an immune response to telomerase.

I disagree with this approach because 1) you already have an immune response to telomerase, that is what aids or a cold or covid even are, symptom wise. You are not dealing with a so called “virus” as in the past, you are dealing with telomerase.

And 2) You can’t survive without telomerase. Inhibiting or destroying it or making your body fight against it, will result in cell dysregulation (incomplete chromosomes in every new type of cell in your body, which will catch up with you as your old, complete cells finally die) and or ultimately host death.

Additionally, while they seem to have a good idea, they have a misunderstanding of what the target is, and graphine oxide is a bad choice because it is a 2 carbon atom configuration that will attract ALL TYPES of electrons to prefer it instead of the other cells that they are presently bonded to. Like red blood cells for example, they will be like “woohoo, fuck that red blood cell, I want to attach to this instead.”

It works in a test tube but mark my words, it is too promiscuous.

It’s a couple, looking for a triad on Grindr. (atom 4 atom?) And all your cells will ring their bell.

It will be in your system talking to all the other cells, like “don’t you wish your girlfriend was hot like me?”

And they will throw their previous pair bond in the garbage like last year’s iphones.

Just like all but one of my ex boyfriends in the last 16 years did to me.

China has a good idea, but they would need to identify a MUCH MORE SPECIFIC electron that is selective enough, to attract ONLY the unwanted electron (free radical) and not cause electrons from OTHER STABLE bonds to break free and be attracted to it too.

Carbon… is a building block at the center of the atom groups …..

You cannot use carbon for this.

You must find an electron that the unwanted electron binds to. Preferably so that you can make it into a group of three, at which point, alternate telomere lengthening can kick in and incorporate it and move on.

You need to stop thinking of living, wiggling “viruses” and think instead of electrons and electron groups that pair bond and only have eyes for each other.

Now here’s a weird idea for water treatment. This information is in the public domain and cannot be reproduced for commercial purposes:

Suppose you have an isolated reservoir used only for drinking water, I have two questions: 1) will adding graphene oxide to the water break up these so called forever chemicals , into , lets call them, not-forever chemicals?

And 2) will the idea of energizing the pipe cause that shit to stick to the magnet and pass , if not pure water, then at least water that we can handle making potable?

Will graphene oxide work similar to rust? superior to rust? in combination with rust?

And as before, set up a timer to divert the water flow, de energize the magnet, flush the supply pipe, re-energize and then switch the valve back?

Can you do this in 3 or 4 stages and snatch away enough electrons , to maybe even consider something like this as a means of disposing of the offending products?

On the off chance you are interested in this and know a hell of a lot more than i do:

If C8 scares you, what are C9 and C10?

What’s the real reason there’s a panic to ban diesel fuel and/or gasoline powered vehicles within 9 years?

Anything so bad, that some people would… do some things?

And finally, if it is an insult to your body to re-inhale the hydrogen peroxide its gassing off from destroying stuff it doesnt like –

How about , all the work you do to exhale carbon dioxide, and then after all that you go chug 60 ounces of the shit from a soda fountain?

They said “be less white,” but I don’t know if turning blue is any better.

You don’t drink your piss, right?

I’m just rambling now. Whatever the case, I will say I’ve lost 23 pounds since I completely cut soda/HCFS out this year. I still indulge in an occasional “import coke” “kosher coke” made of real sugar if I can find the shit down here. HCFS is everywhere , even in Mexico now.

Have you ever seen Idiocracy, and laughed at how stupid anyone would have to be to think that plants crave electrolyes.. and then gulped a gatorade?

All these studies im reading, in one of them, they gave a mouse a single dose of alcohol and it had necrosis in part of its liver just from one dose.

Damn it, I still enjoyed my occasional Tecate but haven’t since I met tow daddy and knowing that I dont think I will again.

Your body, I swear, must look at you like you’d just rejected a mouse your kitty caught for you.

Edit : Having said all of this, let’s say there is a claim that SSRI or antidepressant X “helps with _______.” I don’t even remember the drug name and can’t comment on that. But in case you are wondering “how the FUCK would that even be possible?” ; see above.

It breaks something free from something that is currently harmful.

Or it attaches to something harmful and creates an inert/less harmful grouping.

If that is true then the reverse is plausible, ie the molecules in these drugs could theoretically be implicated in… doing the exact opposite.

I’ve told you more than once that “psychiatrists are war criminals.”

“How could zantac scavenge free radicals like you say?”

See above.

“You’re crazy. Take your meds sweaty!!!!!!”

I did, sweaty. But my meds only work if YOU take YOURS.

Half of the face masks on the market contain PTFE.

While they allegedly dont “restrict oxygen” or cause you to inhale co2 ( which “fact checkers” are quick to point out ) if you are exhaling excess hydrogen peroxide ; it needs to leave your body and not be re inhaled — your body is working overtime to get rid of that shit. And you’re sucking it back in???

You will get flu like symptoms from the pyrolisis products of PTFE, found on industrial grills , contact cookers (continuous grills that cook food between belts) , electric griddles, and self cleaning ovens they call it “polymere fume fever.”

And none of these manufacturers want to recall every self cleaning oven, every griddle, every grill in the fucking world.

“Oh, we’ll just start making our appliances in Mexico then.”

I don’t want to be a bad guest or speak for anyone, you will have to ask Mexico what they think about that.

Spending $250 million to throw an election or $25 million to buy a politician a mansion is nothing compared to the costs of disclosure, remediation, recalls, or subrogation/injury claims.

None of these chain restaurants want to pay Stacy’s workmans comp for standing next to a 400 degree hotplate for 15 years. They’d rather keep paying her $6.25 an hour until she keels over and drops dead at her station with a spatula in hand.

On the subject of magnetism:

1. You can clean and purify water with magnets.

• method one: inductive electrical coil wrapped around a supply pipe like a transformer winding. (want to clean it out? power it off and flush the pipe, it would be incredibly simple to put an electronically operated two way valve on a timer to flush it automatically.)
• method two: intentionally use a supply pipe containing rust, and a traditiional iron magnet wrapped around it. All sorts of molecules, toxins, and pollutants that have bound, even arsenic, will bind to the rust in the supply pipe. Rust is not necessarily bad.
• update/afterthoughts: I dont know if you need low pressure , a really fucking long magnet wrapped around a pipe, or smaller diameter / reduced flow for truly potable water. I also don’t know about the chemistry of say, lead. It has paramagnetic properties when energized, maybe you need an iron magnet combined with an electrical coil. This would have been a Doc or a Wayne question. Imagine something like this on everyones pipe in Flint Michigan though.

• 2. As you learned in a previous post, TRRF/telomerase is very specific about where it goes and what it binds to. Introducing mRNA that persists longer than 48 hours is something Stanford* advised against per that post. (Corrected from “Harvard.”)
• Creating a mRNA factory in your deltoid muscle , may be inducing TRRF/telomerase to race to that site instead of where it is supposed to go. This explains why magnets allegedly stick to the injection site, and maybe even why some people straight up drop dead or develop clots.

As a reminder, telomerase is responsible for making sure every cell in your body — your blood cells, T cells, every cell means every cell — has an intact copy of your chromosomes upon cell mitosis/division. If you break this, you will have mutated blood cells that cannot supply you with oxygen, tcells that cannot fight infection, or worse. If you are healthy, great, but why do you want another shot of something that does not prevent “infection” or “transmission” of this so called “virus” ? f you do not have time to parse through my various claims .. probably 5 to 7 of those here … this one threatens us with extinction, stop whatever you are doing , this is the one, we can get to the other ones later.

Carbon cannot have more than 4 double-electron bonds, even then conditions have to be favorable; carbon can form a bond with 5-6 atoms but the resulting structure will die under unfavorable conditions; I can think of one route to an antidote but there is a non zero chance of it killing everyone including me, and/or being another thing you can’t get rid of. Which … “science” should have really put some more delicate thought, care, or concern for anything besides profit into by now. I think you people have already managed to destroy everything you touch and should consider giving it a rest.

I don’t see myself providing assistance to sociopaths who lie and lie and lie and lie and lie and lie and lie and lie and lie and lie and lie and lie and lie and lie and lie and lie and lie and lie and lie and lie and lie and lie and lie and lie and lie and lie and lie and lie and lie and lie and lie and lie and lie and lie and lie and lie and lie … and have nothing to offer me but a boot print on my fucking face forever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever.

ONE LITTLE PROBLEM. No one would have ever approved mRNA for human use or clinical trials.

Quoted from https://med.stanford.edu/news/all-news/2015/01/telomere-extension-turns-back-aging-clock-in-cultured-cells.html

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The newly developed technique has an important advantage over other potential methods: It’s temporary. The modified RNA is designed to reduce the cell’s immune response to the treatment and allow the TERT-encoding message to stick around a bit longer than an unmodified message would. But it dissipates and is gone within about 48 hours. After that time, the newly lengthened telomeres begin to progressively shorten again with each cell division. The transient effect is somewhat like tapping the gas pedal in one of a fleet of cars coasting slowly to a stop. The car with the extra surge of energy will go farther than its peers, but it will still come to an eventual halt when its forward momentum is spent. On a biological level, this means the treated cells don’t go on to divide indefinitely, which would make them too dangerous to use as a potential therapy in humans because of the risk of cancer.

“… too dangerous to use as a potential therapy in humans because of the risk of cancer”https://archive.md/3SEo1

The researchers found that as few as three applications of the modified RNA over a period of a few days could significantly increase the length of the telomeres in cultured human muscle and skin cells. A 1,000-nucleotide addition represents a more than 10 percent increase in the length of the telomeres. These cells divided many more times in the culture dish than did untreated cells: about 28 more times for the skin cells, and about three more times for the muscle cells.

“Previous attempts to deliver mRNA-encoding TERT caused an immune response against telomerase, which could be deleterious. ”… what previous attempts?

“We were surprised and pleased that modified TERT mRNA worked, because TERT is highly regulated and must bind to another component of telomerase,” said Ramunas. “Previous attempts to deliver mRNA-encoding TERT caused an immune response against telomerase, which could be deleterious. In contrast, our technique is nonimmunogenic. Existing transient methods of extending telomeres act slowly, whereas our method acts over just a few days to reverse telomere shortening that occurs over more than a decade of normal aging. This suggests that a treatment using our method could be brief and infrequent.”

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While I said it makes sense to me that software wonks might sort of understand or geek out on this, here’s why they’re dangerous. Software wonks , clueless middle managers (including but not limited to the then-sitting President of the United States) especially, have a tendency to say fuck it and order everyone to “SHIP IT.”

Bugs be damned, shrieks of QA and engineering and beta customers be damned.

“We’ll just fix it later with a service pack!”

Well maybe that mentality works at Microsoft…

PS: They never ever ever ever ever ever ever “fix it later.”

These people are “religious” fanatics caught up in armageddon hysteria masquerading as science and I am using the word religious generously.

I think we will adapt.. well, we have adapted .. to some of our problems. I really could not care less if you want to thank science or thank a god of your understanding. In typical fashion, the so called elites want to set sail on a rocket ship or the Titanic , or turn New Zealand, Australia, and Hawaii into the most heavily fortified gated communites on earth until the coast is clear.

They’ve stolen all the “money” and property and islands and indeed the means of production and almost every amount of suffocating control over your privacy, freedom, your right to assemble or share information or warn others or defend yourselves against tyranny.

But now a lot of them are … 70 .. 80 .. years old and won’t be long for this world. Hence obsessions with “transhumanism” and genetic hacks for immortality (as if you weren’t perfect the way you are) that they would like to test out on you first. That whole “black eye club” thing looks like kaposis sarcoma , I speculate from “previous attempts to deliver mRNA-encoding TERT” , which they probably thought would make them young again if not immortal. Be glad you weren’t invited over to Jimmy Carter’s for koolaid.

AIDS, in my estimation, is exactly what this paper describes as “an immune response against telomerase” , which may have been introduced by overt or covert experimentation with mRNA , delivered by a vaccine or a payload in a viral vector. You can indeed deliver it with an adenovirus. But the current experiments are trying to make your body produce it by itself.

This study explains why doing this for more than a transient period (48 hours or so) is bad.

HIV , is due to VPR1 halting cell mitosis/division/reproduction, by a separate pathological process — which might be a single stranded RNA virus, or which might be an “immune response against telomerase.”

Telomerase / TERT is extremely selective and can only bind to itself, I suspect, in groupings of three. I speculate this because gag,pol,env is a group of three.

When I say these carbon atoms are 3 + 3 and 2 carried over, you have these 2 groups of telomeres that cannot be encoded because there isnt a third one for them to bind to and be encoded with.

Your body, I speculate, stops incorporating those two telomeres because it does not know what they are or what to do with them.

You will only grab it with ALT , when it is a group of three.

This is the checkpoint process. This is vpr1.

When two roll over and become three, they can bind to each other and resolve this condition.

So you understand, the reason I suspected teflon or scotchguard and not .. say … drain cleaner .. is because of the mathematics involved and the documented switch from an 8 atom config to a 6 atom config.

Old “aids” is not the new “aids”, admit it, you’ve had this discussion with someone.

The 6 atom configuration is not safer, you see, you still have the “immune response against telomerase” aka aids and covid and probably other cover stories.

It is just that, with the 6 atom configuration you dont have an extra 2 stray telomeres that never ever ever ever ever go away.

Your body finds two groups of three and accepts or rejects them.

AIDS, as caused by the 8 atom configuration “never goes away” , because it has two telomeres that persist forever and ever and ever, as they are selective and need a third telomere to bind to.

AIDS, and possibly cancer, is a state of being in that perpetual checkpoint.

Though its my understanding that HIV, is a specific thing that stops your tcells from reproducing due to VPR.

In the case of cancer, maybe its a red blood cell or B cell or whatever that is halted from cell division or reproduction.

I’m going to be controversial and say “AIDS is not forever. You’re thinking of scotchgard and teflon.”

Something else to consider – the role of paramagnetism, in TRRF’s selective binding properties. Why does it only stick to other TRRF? Why do they only attract or stick to each other in a certain order? The same reason opposites attract on an iron magnet.

Fucking magnets, thats how they work.

“Molecules with even numbers of paired electrons are dimagnetic (slightly repelled by a magnet) and free radicals are paramagnetic (attracted by a magnet) because of the spin of the odd electron, the spins of the remaining paired electrons cancel each other out.” https://courses.lumenlearning.com/introchem/chapter/diamagnetism-and-paramagnetism/

“A molecule called hemoglobin in the red blood cells contains iron. Oxygen sticks to the iron here and moves around the body. …”

So you have people asking “Why does this fucking magnet stick to my injection site?” and theyre like “noooo sweetie youre not magnetic”

Yes you are. Everything in your body, every molecule is slightly magnetic , you are paramagnetic its one of the reasons things know where they go.

It’s how a fucking MRI works (magnetic resonance imaging) it is literally reading the magnetic resonance of your body. Of course your body is paramagnetic!

Antioxidants, NAC, amd Zantac scavenge the free (read: magnetic) radicals roaming around in your body aimlessly and looking for something to bind to , that dont really belong there. Do not take “too much” of these or they may have a paradoxical (opposite) effect.

Any other poisons or metals can be excreted, metabolized, or chelated — or at least are not present in every man woman child and animal (yet).

But not these free radicals or stray telomeres.

If you don’t stop lying, learn from this, and change your ways im sure there will be others.

What is a forever chemical?

No, I do not want to build back better. I want you to fix this shit.

Nobody is going to give you a brand new planet to do the exact same shit to.

If/when God has finally had enough, there will be a tribulation and a test.

The meek will inherit the earth but it wont be handed to you, you will earn it and be a good caretaker and steward of what you already have first.

Whoever looked at the earth and its people like a used kleenex to throw away..

I’m not convinced they have a ticket for that ride. But god has a far greater capacity for understanding, compassion, and mercy than I do.

History repeats itself: Until 1993, the CDC classified any illness or death with the following symptoms as “AIDS” even if they weren’t HIV positive.

Since the deaths just went up and up and up and up and up they decided to change the definition of AIDS in 1993 once Clinton was in office.

“Reagan and Bush (Republicans) handled the AIDS crisis so badly!!”

“People were DYING.”

“Science should not be PARTISAN” — @AOC

Sound familiar?

See how your pandemics get solved when Democrats are in charge?

“Adjusted for reporting delays.”

What does that mean, we’ll get VAERS data in 55 years?

As soon as I saw that, you know what I looked for next.

“ and the death rate from AIDS dropped significantly. AIDS in the United States was becoming a manageable disease.”

Of course it did. Because you changed the definition of aids.

The definition before 1993 didnt require an HIV test to call all these deaths “aids” deaths.

The deaths didnt go away they just werent “aids” anymore.

“and then one day all of a sudden it will just magically go away.” — trump

“i will just stop the virus!” — biden

America: “Uhh, how?”

Now you know how. They just adjust a PCR cycle or redefine diagnostic / symptom criteria until they lose control again.

And then “UH OH TIME FOR ANOTHER PLAGUE.”

These deaths and illnesses have never gone away or even changed significantly per capita year over year. The CDC just explains them away as whatever is politically convenient at the time with no testing whatsoever.

Like the 2019 flu season. 32 to 44 million illnesses. 14 to 21 doctors visits, and 310,000 – 560,000 deaths blamed on flu.

How do they know that? When public labs only tested 62,234 specimens and reporting clinical labs tested less than a million (of which 50 and 20 some percent were even positive)?

Its because the CDC is a fucking fraud and calls epidemics deaths and illnesses whatever they want to, and they move the goalposts when they lose their icy grip on the purse strings or prevailing/controlling party in the legislature or white house.

Jimmy Carter’s approval is an extremely dubious thing to covet or even want to inform other people about.

I saw Clinton in 2016, turned my back and walked out on him at Caesars Palace in Vegas.

There is a reason they want us divided , black and white left and right, Hillary and Trump, vaccine and no vaccine.

I have been at this for a few years out of interest in HIV.

Everything else is literally an accidental discovery.

Some, in part prompted by questions from the MAGA crowd. Some, in part, prompted by the screechiest leftists on planet earth over on Reddit.

If I were not open minded enough to listen to people and dig through a lot of dirt in order to find a diamond; if i (consistently) took the bait about what to be outraged divided ranted or fighting over today (see “amygdala hijack,” which theyve done to us for over 100 years with armageddon scares, cold war scares, pandemic scares, terrorism scares) ……… and got caught too deep in either circle jerk or echo chamber, I would probably be foaming at the mouth about something that does not fucking matter tonight , and know none of this.

I don’t have the attention span for television or twitch or youtube streamers but I will devour book after book after webpage after webpage. So I don’t watch that Hasanabi guy for example but secretly, I laughed and laughed and cried and rolled around in my bed and gasped for air and laughed harder than I have ever laughed at anything in my life for probably 30 solid minutes at one of his tweets and I’m not fessing up but I bet he could figure out exactly which one. That fucker is almost as sick as I am.

I got a joke for you,

So I called the suicide hotline in Minneapolis, right.

They got really excited and asked me if I know how to drive a truck.

/cymbal

Going back to the telomere thing, it looks like this was discovered by Carol Greider in 1984 , which she received a Nobel Prize for in 2009.

When cells are copied via mitosis they lose DNA data. There is indeed a process to insert an intact chain of host DNA into the copied cell to compensate for that loss.

The chromosoemes get padded to whatever length they need to be, and then they are capped off “like the ends of a shoelace” ¨so they don’t get frayed like a shoelace.¨ telomerase is an enzyme that maintains the length and integrity of chromosomes , necessary for health/survival of every type of cell in your body.

As people age, their telomerase gets shorter.

As I wrote previously, certain viruses like HIV leave behind excessive telomerase which does not get blocked or cleaned up by entry / integrase / protease inhibitors or an N1 nuclear inhibitor like ivermectin.

I guess if you were trying to crack immortality or the fountain of youth, one angle might be how to go about lengthening TRF enzymes or manipulating the regulation process. Up until the present time you could only really get into transcription with a viral vector (vaccine , passenger virus to carry the payload into the nucleus of a cell) to access messenger rna.

In any case, here’s something else that lengthens telomerase: PFAS and PFOS (aka the chemicals in scotchguard and teflon) which are present in nearly every human and animal body in the united states right now. These are so called forever chemicals that are poisoning ground, surface, and municipal water supplies all over the place.

There is a carbon chain of 6-8 atoms long in these chemicals and they can remain in the body for years and cause health, hormonal, and/or psychological effects. The highest levels found in the US are 11,000 or so and usually in tannery/chemical plant workers. Most people it is a 2 to 3 digit number.

The highest levels in the WORLD are in Wuhan: “In a recent study, scientists tested the blood of fishery workers at Tangxun Lake in China’s Wuhan region. One employee was found to have the highest level of PFOS ever detected in Human blood: 31,400 ppb.”

Want to take any bets on all those fish going to a certain wet market in Wuhan?

So get this, these chemicals are being found in birds, they are measuring the telomere length in these birds , and discovering that it actually increases their survival rate and likelihood to be seen more than once despite being poisoned with the chemicals. See “Exposure to PFAS is activated with telomere length dynamics and demographic responses of an artic top predator.” Sebastiano, Angelier, et al.

Search for FPAS exposure and covid-19, and you will see article after article after article saying that FPAS is found to increase severe risk of covid-19, that FPAS worsens outcomes, fatalities, etc.

They are saying nearly all the animals have “covid” and you know what else they have? FPAS exposure.

The introduction of these carbon chains of 6-8 atoms is definitely increasing telomere length and may appear to be more or less harmless. But “DDR activation at dysfunctional or unprotected telomeres can trigger irreversible growth arrest (senescence) or cell death.” (source)

Continuing, the survivors that emerge either upregulate telomerase or activate a recombination-based method of telomere maintenance termed alternative lengthening of telomeres (ALT).

So TLDR, it will either kill you or you will literally develop an evolutionary adaptation called ALT.
Going back to my rant about Daktronics “bus a bus”, the placement of the chain might be just as important as the existence of the chain. It might not be hurting you, unless it shows up in a damaged or unprotected telemere. And any number of things, chemicals, smoking, drugs, infection, the garbage we eat, can open the window for that to happen. Let me see, how to kick off some free radical damage or oxidative stress?

Let me count the ways.

Funny thing, the telomere regulation process was discovered in 1984.

What happened around then?

AIDS.

The fact we were able to get single stranded RNA from victims of the 1918 flu suggests we always had this mechanism in place. But we were not ingesting carbon chains that were 6-8 atoms long until teflon was invented in 1938 and scotchguard was invented in 1952 , which then slowly started making its way into our water and soil and bodies up until the present day crisis.

What if … Greider was able to make her discovery , based on lab abnormalities or just seeing something that didn’t add up with her experience and education up until that point – based on enough of the population having these abnormalities in telomerase by 1984?

This bears repeating one more time: it will either kill you or you will develop an evolutionary adaptation called ALT.

PCR is not used for HIV testing because many people will test “positive” on a PCR even if they are “HIV negative” which means that what the PCR tests for is not specific to HIV.

Those people have developed an evolutionary adaptation, or else, those sequences are not at the end of the chain and they are non infectious.

They become life threatening when they are activated at DDR or a strand break or a damaged telomerase, and now find themselves at the end of the chain. And it is entirely possible that some of the shit we do .. drugs, poppers, smoking, whatever , opens the window to cause this.

The presence of “HIV” in PCR samples in HIV negative people, means that this is not necessarily exclusive to the HIV positive. They are not present in the entire population.

What is agreed on, is that they are present in ALL HIV positive people.

Therefore you need a confirmatory test like ELISA or Western Blot. You cannot diagnose someone with HIV based on PCR per Kary Mullis, the inventor of PCR.

Yet we use PCR to diagnose covid, isn’t that something? Kary must be rolling in his grave.

So Luc Montagnier says he found HIV in covid and that this is nearly impossible to happen in nature.
What do you think?

Does that mean, he found the same thing we already know that we have always been able to find in a subset of HIV negative people?

And we’re finding it in everyone now?

Well, whatever ¨covid¨is, it is not HIV.

Although a covid vaccination effort in Australia caused participants to falsely test positive for HIV.

Bringing me back to my post on western blots: If we believed that these meant HIV for the last almost 40 years, and now they could mean something else, then what did they even mean in the first place?

I am not going as far as saying that what you are detecting in these people, is in fact, PFAS / PFOS.

But that crisis has escalated to where it is in every single man, woman, child, newborn baby, and animal since 1980.

And it may very well be possible that it is harmless, and that it is not AIDS, unless for whatever reason , those sequences show up at the end of a sequence due to a strand break or other chromosomal damage.

Except now you can’t just write it off as gays or drug addicts or blacks or prostitutes or your other unwanteds. Or even AIDS, whatever that is.

AIDS was turning peoples lungs into jelly in the 1980s. I wonder how much hydrogen peroxide they were exhaling as their cells were dying off en masse.

I was curious to see if anyone has done studies on clearing PFAS / PFOS with NAC or Zantac , simply due to the fact that NAC and DMSA combined have the property of chelating metals and some chemicals.

I only found one study on that , in English anyway.

If China has people walking around with levels of 31,000+ in their bloodstream, their water and soil are done for.

Now you know why they want to conquer your land and your people.

Joe Biden has done everything in his power to put their interests before ours since the 1990s.

I am still waiting to hear all about the coronavirus plan he has, that “Donald Trump doesn’t.”

I didn’t hear either uniparty candidate mention the PFAS issue even once. It should have been front and center oh I don’t know, 8 years ago?

But instead, we were running on grab them by the pussy and vote for me because im a woman, and deplorables and racism and free college and ITS MY TURN stamps feet

I think I only ever saw one person I knew out there, saying “I think it’s fucked that clean water is not even in their top fifty priorities.”

My priorities are:
Clean water
Clean energy
Clean air
Affordable housing
Solving the unsolvable elephants in the room
Restorative justice
Equal protection under the law
Agriculture

I’m giving myself an allowance and investing whatever is left of my Monopoly money into the Mexican economy and / or innovators with a pocket full of magic beans and a solution to any of the above.

Even though I am cringing and suspicious of the usual corruption and pork and grift and kickbacks, I am pissing at windmills and I’ve changed my mind and am fully behind throwing resources at the above.

I have always been live and let live on social issues and i always will be.

I fully support your right to protest, to solve and/or bring attention to other disparities or problems that I don’t even understand because you are fifteen or fifty miles down the road ahead of me on those issues.

My values, such as they are, are what they are. I am but a humble redneck meme farmer.

That said ,

I can’t eat or drink or breathe a gun or a Bible or a flag or a piece of parchment in a museum that nobody pays any fucking mind to anyway.

Do you choose to worship a piece or nylon over a grain of rice?

I abhor violence, dishonesty, and selfishness.

But I will respect people who have other needs and values and priorities than I do.

Hell hath no fury like queer activism, hell hath no fury like militant and beaten faggots.

But I am not your personal army or drone. I will not be manipulated or bullied by the non queer so called allies — or pandering corporations — into allowing mine to be co-opted.

Maybe you understand things I don’t, that are as complicated as the things I think I understand.

Or maybe you have an idea that can solve a crisis and sustain me and everyone else on this planet if you can look past whatever the TV or news feed tell you that you are supposed to be angry about today.

The brave new world scares the shit out of me.

In some respects I appreciate the fact that weapons and drugs are next to non existent in my municipality. God only knows I am exhausted and would love to see the scourges of addiction and violence erased for ever.

I am not criminal , but always concerned about the possibility that under social control initiatives , my mere thoughts and words will be criminalized and that green “Permitted” button will turn red when I go to board a plane or buy groceries.

Considering how many times I have already been singled out for shunning, banishment, exclusion, and silencing by Mark Zuckerburg’s trash fire fucking company.

Now imagine that beady eyed fucking creep, and several others I could name — but who have not directly treated me that way “yet” — controlling what else you are “permitted” to say, think, discuss , do , partake of, attend, or ultimately be permanently banished or unpersoned from.

They already do it with the platforms they own.

Imagine what they will do when your entire fucking society , right down to the door locks and your right to board a train or a taxi or a plane , are wired into a platform they control.

I am concerned about the militancy and passion that I see amongst queers to usher this very paradigm into place.

I am very concerned that , for all the injustice and disparity we witness today; it will become ten times harder for you to mobilize , resist, or raise your voice or your fist in the brave new world.

But as I have already said, hell hath no fury-

You have always found a way in every society.

For all of history.

And the stuff they show us about the peaceful protests , well.

When it comes to queer fury and queer activism, that IS a peaceful protest.

Mind the corporations who pander you you and your pink dollar.

If you truly stand against fascism, then bless you, be an anti fascist.

Not the infantry unit for Pfizer or Target or NBC, because that literally makes you a fascist.

“Look it up” or “read a book “ as you say to me.

It was very nice (not really) of NBC to stereotype us in their popular gay minstrel show “Will and Grace” but , you portray us as tacky and grotesque stereotypes.

You can stop pandering and pretending now.

It just makes me hate you even more than I already do for your fake fucking news:

If you’re an anarchist, then let’s be real, you don’t give a god damn what I think about how to be an anarchist.

You can tell me “how to be white correctly” on the cold day in hell that you agree to allow me to tell you how to be black, or a woman, or a queer, or an anything correctly.

I want you to have clean water, food, shelter, and equal protection under the law.

In the context of that stupid fucking chat room I simply want you to be welcomed and encouraged and to have somewhere to turn if you are despairing of addiction.

I have an opinion on how to do that.

I do not have control over whether you agree with me or want to continue doing things the way you have always done them.

And while it is important to sit there and welcome and encourage people and listen to them and hold their stories in your hands with them; I did that for 13 years , i am all out, i am embattled and sick of toxic screwed up steppers screaming about my recovery with a pill bottle In one hand and a pipe in the other.

I have more important things on my mind now.

Yet many of you have spent years telling me that you want a pine box or prison cell for me.

Under the guise of how caring or spiritually evolved you are.

And all you ever cared about in this life, was having a fucking ban hammer and an @ next to your name in a chat room.

Keep kicking each other in the face while Rome burns, if you still value that above all else I swear to god you deserve everything you reap from that.

I was, and I remain, forever disgusted beyond words by this.

[ X ] You are here right now.

Even if you violently disagree with every single word I have ever said, then at least you are looking underneath every rock in front of you, at least you are listening to other voices , and at least you are looking for answers outside of the boundaries and colored lines that have been drawn in the sand and painted on the ground for you.

Please keep doing that.

You are the only hope that I have left for us.

To dearly departed so called friends — you’ve had your turn and then some to shit all over me with your words and opinions; which in many cases were favored by Mark and Jack while mine were shut down and I was often unpersoned in the so called public square (see “Knight First Amendment v Trump,” which successfully argued that Twitter was the “public square” and that it was a violation of everyone’s constitutional rights to not read your bullshit.)

But when you and 40 of your friends gang up and report my profile, you demonstrate to me that don’t believe a fucking word of that “public square” bullshit.

And neither do the puppet masters you fight for, who MAY favor and amplify your voice today , but I assure you will silence it — and you — as forcefully as they have me — with the same tools and technology and twisted rationalizations tomorrow, while nobody and I mean fucking NOBODY does anything about it any more than they do today.

Enjoy the short lived sensation of the cards being stacked in your favor or my favor or anyone’s favor besides corporate interests that are hostile to life , democracy, truth, and freedom.

They will frame and impugn you the same way they do me, and which you clap like seals for today.

When it’s your turn, fascism will have arrived and it will be too late for a peaceful or non peaceful protest.

There are hills to die on — and then there are hills that we are all going to die together on whether we do say anything or not … while the bombs drop as we bicker bitterly amongst ourselves on Facebook and turn our backs on our friends and our families, doing our part to chuck our rocks and dehumanize them as a mindless brainwashed extension of the racist, dehumanizing, immoral, and corrupt system that has made you the way you are today.

And which will crush you, and your spirit, and your voice just as giddily and as brutally as you have mine.

The US dollar is collapsing , not because of bitcoins, but because your new currency is “likes” and “retweets” and your 1,000th Instagram selfie that looks exactly like the other 999 you posted this morning.

For gods sake at least move your head a little for the next take.

Perhaps SAMHSA can come up with a residential detox and rehab program for that.

On Joe Biden’s first day in the “white house,”
he signed an EO revoking a Trump EO prohibiting scapegoating on the basis of race.

Good job, anti racists.

What would YOU do on your first day on the job as President?

Can you do better than that?

Then please step up and do so.

If i ruled the world for 85 fucking minutes I would pull the plug on social media and save whatever is left of our social cohesion.

I am from a country that will allow you to sneak across the border, burn shit, riot, scream, destroy our way of life , shit all over our collective will , hijack our right to self determination or representation in favor of your will and the representation of your interests until you get your way and your demands are caved into.

But which would just as soon throw me in a cell for daring to speak at all.

Fuck America for being so cucked that this is even allowed.

Land of the free my fucking ass.

I am old enough to remember when “protesting in the public square” meant something other than “shipping my garbage hot takes into the oubliette of disregarded opinions and propaganda from hostile foreign state actors ” known as Twitter, in which, your disregarded protest was duly noted and then disappeared by a censor in a foreign country, with the click of a button. God forbid you say bad things about dear leader or the party in the land of the free and home of the brave.

“Self hating homosexual,” my ass. Eating a cheeseburger instead of Chick Fil A is not a form of political protest.

You are not a giraffe, stop it, y’all!

“Hello. Thank you for calling Microsoft’s Immune System as a Service sales and support escalation line. My name is Sanjay. May i have the serial number off of your Mark of the Beast?”

“Yes, hello, it’s WO666666666666.”

“Thank you, Mister Pickles. How is your day? Did you enjoy the blueberry yogurt bugs you had for breakfast?”

“Well, I suppose it could be better Sanjay. I think I’m dying. I’ve had worse days though.”

“I see. And have you tried restarting your G2 cell cycle stage yet?”

“YES. YES. YES GOD DAMN IT. LIKE THREE TIMES. AND NOTHING HAPPENED. THATS WHY I AM CALLING YOU. I WORKED IN TECHNICAL SUPPORT FOR CRIKES SAKE. THIS IS A BUG.”

“Hm okay I am going to send a refresh signal to you in case this is an error with your monthly subscription, please make sure you are within 500 meters of your wifi or a 5G tower-“

“I just did that an hour ago with Roshini. Come on! I know you said I was going to eat the bugs and that I would be happy but I thought we were talking about insects, not software bugs!”

Welcome to Hell.

I don’t know if I want to improve on my Spanish. 

Having a vocabulary of about 200 words makes it difficult to really piss anybody off.

Starting to understand one of the more pressing questions we had, back when we had enough social cohesion to have a conversation as a community , which was along the lines of why our water cooler/office talk and pleasantries are so shallow.

And you stop in your tracks and go “ah, fuck, I literally don’t know how else to greet you or how to respond to you or how to talk about …. anything.”

Fucking jet age. Fucking “multiculturalism.” 

That’s what did it. 

“I want to be polite in this setting, but I only know how to say good afternoon, and to respond ‘bien’ when I am asked ¿como estas?”

I’m totally immune to advertisements or what’s on TV.

The guy who invited me over for a “contactless fuck” through a plastic sheet is suggesting I move to Long Beach.

He amuses me.

I do not want to go back to Commiefornia. 

“Remember Mrs. Lot, and when she turned around?”

Imagine going back to California and paying $2000 a month to live in a closet.

And I really like Spanish but have a tendency to forget languages I’m not using. 

Oh wait, it’s California , silly me.

I think I’m going back to where I crashed my car. My health had rebounded somewhat there and if things get really bad I know some guys who will put me to work in a field and call me gay slurs all afternoon and send me home with more asparagus potatoes and oranges than I can eat.

I’m not sure what Tow Daddy’s sexual orientation is but he seems to be a bit of a maricon when he gets a little bit of Tecate in him , AIEEEEEE, I’mma snatch a kiss if I ever make it back there again some day.

I have never cared what anybody else thinks.

I was already raised in one cult and I’m neither surprised nor fazed by this concept of people shunning or disassociating their social networks, friends, or even their own children.

I recognize it for the evil that it is. It disgusted me then and it disgusts me now.

I am not afraid of losing people who abhor the truth.

I am not afraid of losing people who hate god.

I will sit at my table alone.